OSTER project's Twitter
Translations of tweets from @fuwacina. For an archive of other Vocaloid-related Twitters I no longer keep up with, go here.
Seems in a lot of cases it's like "If you just sorta do this, you can find the slope of a graph, or area or volume, so it's handy. Just memorize the rules." I mean, it was for me. Teehee.
Most people who studied math in high school should've dealt with differentials and integrals, yet I doubt there are many people who can explain what differentials and integrals are. I don't think I could, either... We just differentiate and integrate by feel...
All I can think of is a brute-force approach where you trace the path of a function moved over time using echoes on a stationary frame.
I still don't know a way to generate graphs from formulas with AE, but I wonder if it's possible... But also, don't use AE for that stuff.
What makes me most glad for my programming experience is expressions in After Effects... Stuff like footage position uses 2D arrays, and I probably wouldn't have understood what the brackets meant otherwise.
Standard IO dot header!
[Photo of a shop called "studio.s"]
Every time I see this brand, I think "you'd get yelled at if you did an #include with this."
If it really didn't matter, you wouldn't need to outright say "it doesn't matter."
- Great Poet Osuo
I haven't made anything but wild songs this year.
I made a wild song.
Labradorite was the first finished song I could have sung by Tokiwa-san, someone I super looked up to, so when I asked her to sing I was shaking a ton, and just her singing it made me so happy...
Listen to my song about someone aiming for their aspirations...
[OSTER project] Labradorite feat. Yu Tokiwa [Music Video]
Just the feeling that there's a meaning to my existence amid the grand scheme of things makes me ruminate on how that's reason enough to have kept creating... Gratitude, overwhelming gratitude.
People I've always looked up to seeing me, and people who look up to me making amazing works... Can there truly be such a wonderful thing????????
I've gotten to feel "I've sure gotten to live out my dreams in work..." a lot lately, which is making me weepy... I wanna keep meeting people and making works together with them!
Want to be able to make 100 songs in one day.
I'm mega-busy this month, but I want to balance with my hobbies somehow... I can't split myself, so I guess I just gotta gain stamina.
I'm working on a bunch of stuff to be able to do my first Vtuber stream tomorrow night! Hyaaah!
Drink wine like a king, throw up wine like a cow.
I think people who respond to "You're cute" with "Aren't I?!" instead of "Nothing of the sort" are cuter. (personal opinion)
With time, it feels like the image of a cute girl has shifted from "I'm looking cute today" to "I'm looking cute as ever today," which lifts my spirits.
Everyone should ask "aw, what's wrong" more!! C'mon!! Melt, I feel like I could dissolve!! I'll give you the Miku-Miku!! The Sheamus that first sound!! Hey, c'mon, what's wrong, everybody... [The last one was a reference to mishearing "hajimete no oto no mama (the same as that first sound)" as "hajimete no odono-sama (my first feudal lord)."]
RT @yurunyuru @fuwacina Aw, what's wrong?
I resolutely cut my bangs.
The example tells the whole story.
["Delicacy: Subtlety, refinement. "lacking in ~"]
It's a bad habit of mine to worry about minute things...
Does the word "delicacy" always get used in the sense of not having it? You don't really hear "he has delicacy," do you?
And I'm the patient who delights at painting blood with green.
To explain reharmonization to people who don't know much about music, it's the act of coloring the sky with purple or blood with green.
"I made a super amazing song... I can't make a song any better than this..." I feel I've been thinking this every month since the year started, so I'll probably always be advancing.
When I compliment my friend's clothes, they grin at me like "I got them for super cheap at a second-hand store!", which I super love.
RT @yasucold When someone says "I like those clothes" and you reply "they were cheap," that might be humble or debasing, but if you're in Osaka and reply "Got 'em for 500 yen at Izumiya!", it becomes a boast about the deal you scored.
Looking good... Wanna do a stream soon...
Like you see here, Roset-chan has consciousness and Tesro-kun-chan-san is a puppet with no consciousness.
Greedily incarnating as two characters is endlessly fun...
Now if I make a loop zombie version of Roset-chan, I'm all set for streaming as Tesro-kun-chan-san too... :OK sign: The rest is just making improvements as I go!
By making Tesro-kun-chan-san into a loop zombie, I've achieved a system where it looks like both are moving independently...
Even thinking about all this stuff is kinda fun.
Since I can also just load videos as materials, maybe playing a transparent video of Tesro on loop behind her would kind of make it seem like they're doing it together...??
Also, maybe I want a "getting set up" image...
On stream, I can only have speak with one half of Tesroset-chan, so I want to split myself.
Got it to wooork! [Photo of a composition stream layout with Roset in the corner.]
I'm exhausted from life!!! If I'm born again, I wanna be a baby!!!!
Feel free ot talk more about murmur twins from O to W, everyone.
murmur twins from O to W
Roset-chan's boobs seem like they wouldn't be A nor C, but rather B-cups. (personal opinion)
memento mori
Translation: An assortment of memes. [Play on "moriawase," combination platter.]
There's infinite enjoyment to be had in thinking about women's feelings. (mad scientist)
Dolphin Jet is the one that has less of that sort of soggy discord and feels like simply a fun world just for the two of them, which is also fine, but as a fan of that kind of yuri, I'm fond of the soggy feeling in Whale...
Whale Rider's lyrics are so dang cute, I must've been possessed by the god of feminine hearts while writing this...
She's definitely a girl who has no confidence in herself at all and learns who she is from being loved, so the heat spreads from her gnawed ear and thaws her.
Whale Rider isn't an indecent song at all, and in fact, I think it works because they're seriously in love. Whale Rin-chan can't understand true intentions from words alone and is anxious, which is why she wants to be embraced.
I found a tweet that super understands my intentions for Whale Rider's lyrics... I'm gonna cry...
RT @kuboyama_temma Whale Rider is the greatest!!
All I know for sure
Is what I can see with my eyes;
After all, I don't have a special skill,
Like X-ray superpowers,
To see what's inside a box
The irritating difficulty of arriving at the truth of intentions! The lyrics after this are great too. That's why you overlap bodies. I get it.
Did my monthly session of searching the lyrics for Rabbit Fur and grinning.
When did Nagasaki Airport become a washing machine????
Don't look at the state of the river. Just look at me.
Don't go check the state of the river. [Seems to be a reference to an ASCII art meme about someone going to check the river during a storm, then a family member going to look for them a few days later, etc.]
I just thought of a suuuuuper stupid video and I wanna make it right away.
+1 and +2 and +3 key changes are pretty easy to do, but -1 and -2 feel super hard, why's that?
What is "the last chorus of a children's song"...
I Met A Bear is a rare instance of a key change in the last chorus of a children's song... And a +2 at that...
The moments I'm thinking up chords are when I feel most like I'm living.
A lot of children's songs have simple chords and catchy melodies, and that makes them super good for harmonizing, so it'd probably be really fun to do a stream or something where I revamp children's songs to be stupidly stylish.
At last, my ukulele practice has made me into a ukulele player whose limit is playing any kind of children's song.
When I eat steak, I come up with super wild progressions, so meat is the ultimate food.
Sickness that makes me unable to return from a key change.
my no gear...
A woman begging for 500 million yen via Super Chat when she's about to die would be something else.
Composition, video creation, Vtubing. OSTER, the mad creator, obtained this and every other skill the world had to offer. And her dying words drove countless souls to the net-seas.
"I want 500 million yen via Super Chat."
These words lured men to YouTube, pursuing dreams greater than they ever dared to imagine! This is the time known as the Great Creation Era!
It worked just fine before, so I'm real mad that it suddenly stopped working. :angry:
Someone confident in digital music, tell me: I'm not able to drag and drop samples from Explorer to Cubase anymore, what am I doing wrong? (cry) By the way, I'm not running with admin privileges.
You open it, your heart pounding with excitement, and it's this.
[Photo 1: A file named "Sexy.txt."
Photo 2: "GM7→CM7→
Am9→CM7/D→Am/C→
Bm7→Bb9(#11,13)omit3,5→Bb9omit3→
Am9→AbM7(#9)→AbM7→"]
Having people who watch me working hard and look up to me and thinking how I'm an important part of someone's life makes me super happy.
You're great for doing well on work every day, OSTER!
You're great for creating content every day, OSTER!
I'll follow you for life, OSTER!
On unbearably hot nights, I want to seal the air in a bottle, and on unbearably cold nights, I want to open it up and get warmth. And on nights where I'm sleepy but want to stay up, I want to seal the drowsiness in a bottle, and open it up on nights where I want to sleep but can't.
Humans are inferior to machines in how they can't start freely charging at will.
Hands up, this is a robbery! Gimme your sleepiness.
I hate nights where I can't immerse myself in work and just have to pass the time.
I drank just enough that I'm lying in bed, unable to sleep, just listening to the rain. Even times like these are just another precious page in life...? Screw that, get sleepy already.
I'm overly worried because the characters are cute!! (lol)
When I'm talking as a Vtuber, I'm terrified I still sound like a gloomy otaku, but I want to do my best to overcome that fear...
Becoming two virtual incarnations at once is so greedy, huh...
During the premiere, I wasn't able to see the OP I worked super hard to figure out, so?? Did anyone else see it...?
Thank you for watching my Vtuber debut! It seems like it'll be fun to keep doing stuff like this! Thanks in advance! :folded hands: #Vtuber #TesrosetTransmission #TesrosetArt ← Wants fanart so she draws it herself
Very soon!!
[Vtuber Debut] Tesroset Transmission Episode 1
One more hour. I'm scared. Scary...
It took me one month to be able to play the Hawaiian template.
Do people who say "agree" [the literal English word] when they're in favor of something also say "angry" when they're mad and "hungry" when they're starving???
Today's the day.
Not that I could really tell you what those places are, but still.
It's often said women are more prideful than men, but sometimes I wonder if women and men just put their pride in different places.
I like it when the girls kiss because I think it's cute. [- OSTER, age 5]
I like yuri not because it's yuri, but because someone's heart is being moved by the drama of wondering "beyond gender, how is this person special to me?"
I like fights where someone puts their life on the line not because their life is on the line, but because their heart is being moved by a conviction that's more important than their life.
Just saying I'm becoming a Vtuber has got me a ton of subscribers despite no videos being up yet, which fills me with 3/1 happiness and 3/1 dread and 3/1 gotta-do-my-best.
That adds up to 9.
["The name of the chord for "D-C-F#-B" is Bm(-9)/D"]
Is there no better way to write this..?
I have a friend who loves mushrooms a lot, so when I find a mushroom while walking around, I immediately take a photo and send it to them on LINE. Today, I found a super big one, so I triumphantly sent it over. They were overjoyed.
This is the fate of one who's always made music by pleasure alone...
Having that whole mess of notes in there is such a collision of sound, yet amazingly it sounds meaningful in context... I super don't get it, but I'm like, it sounds good, so it's fine if I don't really understand the reason why.
I mean, I get that if you increase the amount of notes, it inevitably increases the possibility of it containing other chords.
Chords're awesome! Don't really get 'em, though!
Music is hard, so you shouldn't do it.
C9 → C、E、G、Bb、D
If you have Bb, D, E up high, that's Bb(b5), which is probably why it sounds that way.
And E, G, Bb, D is an E half-diminished.
I guess ninths just have too much color in them?
Or maybe not dims, but half-dims?
I was sorting out chords and thinking "probably a flat five?", and was freaked out when it was a 9.
I super don't get it.
Don't ninths sometimes sound like dims or major flat fives depending on the voicing???
I figured I'd try making a Vtuber video, but on top of the editing being a huge ordeal, the longer I spent on it, the more uneasy I got about whether it was actually entertaining, so I feel like putting it out in the heat of the moment before you come to your senses is important.
If I add any more stuff to do, I'm gonna die!
2020:
- Get 50,000 likes on a chord lecture video
- Have two surgeries with general anesthesia in one day
- Have a song of mine play from a truck in Shinjuku
- Start playing ukulele
- Become a Vtuber ←new
[Announcement] It's sudden, but I'm making my debut as Vtuber! :raised hands:
I'll be doing a premiere for my first video tomorrow at 7 PM, so be sure to come! :sparkles: #Vtuber
Gaze not into the abyss. Just gaze at me.
Taking in 100 kilocals is so easy, yet spending 100 kilocals is so hard that I'm LOLing.
Be sure to be in front of a computer or smartphone tomorrow at 7 PM!
????????
What is OSTER project's new song "Dog and Umbrellas"? How does it relate to Cat and Balloons? We looked into it!
Unfortunately, we couldn't determine their relationship.
Post your thoughts in the comments!
[Announcement] I provided the new song "Dog and Umbrellas" for #IIDX 28 BISTROVER (currently in location testing)! :dog: :umbrella: The vocals are by Sorako-san, who you may know from Galaxies on Parchment! It's a cute song to listen to on a rainy day, so please play it. :candy:
Every time a typhoon comes, the dog sisters will appear. To save all dogs from tragedy.
Is it dog sisters season???
[Art originally from last year. A pun on "shimai," reading what is basically "nice job taking dogs indoors" as "Nice! Dog sisters."]
I'm a miserable adult twice her age.
How many years did it take me to realize the same thing Mana Ashida-san realized, and how much did I fail, hurt others, and be hurt...? She's truly a wise person. [Seems to be in response to an event where she (at age 16) gave a succinct speech about trust: "You might say you were betrayed, that you'd put your hopes in a person, but that person didn't betray you - you just saw a part of them you couldn't see before. When that happens, to be unwavering and accept that as just another aspect of that person - I think that's what it means to trust."]
Super Mario Fulltime... [In response to the just-announced Super Mario 3D All-Stars with Sunshine. "Seishain" = full-time employee.]
Let's eat sexy foods and become sexy.
[Jun: "It'll work out. Looking forward to talking again, hop." Ricky: "Get to work."]
Want to be like this soon.
I want to watch a compilation video of people doing Open & Close Leg Raise while eating white rice.
Being murdered by overhead squats.
Hold on, if I do chord sheets starting from the newest working backward, next is AI Want Your Love Kiritan... Another song of chord hell...
I want to fully hand it over to someone like "Someday, when I become able to produce oil from my fingers, I'll give you 1 million yen, so write out these chords for me."
Feeling liberated after finishing what I needed to do.
No exaggeration, I spent an entire day writing this sheet music... I haven't done anything... OSTER songs are so scary.
Thanks in advaaaaance!!
Posted [Chord Sheet] Cat and Balloons on Pixiv Fanbox!
Music is too hard, I just can't.
It's hopeless... It's not just one or two areas with weird chords, they're all over the place. My heart's gonna crumble... :smile with halo: I have no clue how putting together all these nonsense chords came together into a song.
Without the Db, maybe it can be settled as Csus4/Eb...
Honestly, it's gotta be really hard to play this if you were just shown it suddenly, and it's the kind of chord where you wear yourself out thinking about if you should make it more simple to play even if it omits some notes.
["The name of the chord for "Eb-Db-F-G-C" is DbM7-5/Eb."]
I'm LOLing at this chord that l've basically never seen before.
Thinking of chord progressions is super fun, but the actual fun part is thinking of notes, and the work of writing it out and researching what name they have is incredibly difficult.
For real, the chords in Cat and Balloons are more insane than I thought... There are so many parts I'm not sure how to write that I'm holding my head.
The other side of the train platform, inside a skirt;
Even though there's no way you'd be somewhere like that... [Reference to the lyrics of One More Time, One More Chance.]
Looking for Pokemon in a skirt feels so philosophical.
In that girl's skirt... [Reference to the lyrics of Mezase Pokemon Master, the original Japanese anime theme.]
[Screenshot of "#PokemonMasterSEX" in Twitter trends, prompted by the official "#PokemonMastersEX" hashtag]
Wha? So is that the Pokemon Master you're longing to be...?
People who say "have some consideration," please also have some consideration for the people who are being told "have some consideration." :angry face: (??)
Afterward, I imagine a fictional character butting in like "Men can have scrunchies too, have some consideration! :angry face:", which makes life even harder.
When I'm thinking of romantic lyrics, I'm doing it on a completely yuri foundation, so after I think of something like "I couldn't throw away even the scrunchie you gave me," I'm like "Why would a man have a scrunchie?!?! Is he a beautician?!?!" Life is hard.
Bayachao-san got super overstimulated.
I have arrived!!!
[Retweets a short comic summarizing the recent MakeMon exhibition, showing OSTER (as a furry girl - spoilers, it's the soon-to-debut Roset) visting and Bayachao getting really excited.]
August 32nd.
Pastafarianism's on TV...
When I tried to put Who's Afraid of the Wolf! in the diagram, it ended up using some strong language, so I hesitated over how to write it.
Keep supporting me always! #HatsuneMikuBirthdayParty2020
[Official] VOC@LOID in Love feat. Hatsune Miku - OSTER project
I gotta go buy food... I'm tired... I'm hungry... The world's so cruel...
Whenever I try to draw Y-chan's Miku-chan, nooooo matter what, I decrease the head size and make her less cute...
Forgot to color Dolphin Miku-chan's hiar. :crying:
OSTER songs are scary... :drooling face:
[Top row: Interspecies lovers' suicide, pervy yuri, steals lover and then gets lover stolen. Bottom row: Puts on a show throwing self in front of train, close relative (romance?) murder, lover stolen.]
It's a pretty lame video, but arranging the song, recording the recorder and ukulele, tuning Miku-san, mixing, drawing illustrations and breaking them into parts, putting it together in AE and adding movement took all day and really exhausted me.
Does this mean that channels with 1 like and 0 dislikes diverge to infinity??? :thinking face:
Oh, since it says it's a ratio to dislikes, maybe it's something like 100 likes for every dislike means 100%...?
Eh...?? I'm such a genius that my channel average for likes exceeded 100% (????)...
["Likes (Ratio to Dislikes), All Time
Miku-san's Self-Assertive Happy Birthday Song: 100.0%
Channel Average: 100.1%"]
Not a new song, but I'm uploading another song I uploaded to NicoNico to YouTube today!
It's my first time playing solo ukulele, and it's so hard.
My Miku-san started celebrating her birthday on her own. Happy birthday! :balloon: :balloon: :balloon: #HatsuneMikuBirthdayParty2020 #HatsuneMikuAnniversary2020
Where in the world am I headed...??
I feel like a lot of people with high skill don't even think of their effort as effort. If you can do it because you like to, that's the most powerful.
And people who can study, too. People who can keep refining something they're good at are strong.
I like people good at art, or good at composition ,or good at singing, naturally because I'm interested in those skills themselves, but also because I super respect how they're capable of putting in the effort to get that skilled.
If I keep aging at this pace, I'll die before I become invincible.
I think "everyone's amazing," but they're amazing 'cause they put in an amazing amount of time. If you want to be like that, you have to put in the same effort yourself.
A lot of people in the world are working on something their whole lives, and releasing works created using the skills this has granted them. When you see only the works streaming by, you tend to forget about the efforts behind them. You're not gonna compete with people who trained their whole lives after just a day...
This may be extremely obvious, but skill can't be formed in a day, it comes after an extraordinary amount of time and effort. Before you give up and say you have no talent, you have to put in effort 'til you drop.
Mikulele.
Isn't drawing so hard? First you have to think up the composition, and even once you do, once you actually start to draw it can look really iffy or nothing like what you were thinking, and you can't draw clean lines at all, and it's so much detailed and subtle work that you go nuts and throw in the towel (brush) (physically).
But I think it's amazing how easy it is for anyone to get set up and make high-quality music compared to before. Don't have to buy Mujiro to start makin' songs now!
Though I did kind of get it when someone told me they had a strong cognizance of music as something that just existed in the world rather than something you make, so they couldn't conceive of making it. There definitely is a higher barrier compared to art, which you can do with just a pen and paper.
All my friends who can draw always tell me "music's the one thing I could never create, I can't even imagine, people who can make it are so amazing it doesn't even make sense," but from my perspective, people who can draw are so amazing it doesn't even make sense.
My stamina's so bad, I sleep a day after going out for a day.
[Jun: "Listen to this! I thought I couldn't be beaten in pervy yuri, but a passing sexy beautiful woman casually bested me..."]
Give me a book like this.
Most things you can find out right away if you Google them, but it's cooler when you can say something without Googling it.
Piggy banks are the most famous design for a savings box, but do you know the reason why they originally chose a pig of all animals?
I don't. Good morning.
People who can optimistically say "as long as you live, something good will happen" are people who've already had good things happen. I totally get it. If you're doing your best to live but having nothing good happen, down in the pits, words like that would just sound like fantasies and tick you off. But in truth, all you can do is stubbornly live on until something good happens...
The more public activity you do, the more frequently you'll wound others, but if you stop putting things out there out of fear, you'll also lose any chance to meet people who like you. I've come to think that's a much bigger loss, because I've been able to meet people who like me just that deeply...
Even if I don't do things out of a desire to be loved, I admit I do have a feeling of "it'd be nice if people loved me for this," so I'm happy to receive your love.
I was thinking of taking a bike to the station for the first time in ages, and filled the tires with air, but when I removed the pump, every bit of air energetically came out. It's wonderful to have energy. Going for a stroll now. Yep, I got strolled. :woman walking: [Play on "toho," walk on foot, and "tohoho," roughly equivalent to "boo-hoo-hoo."]
Even I'm better at regulating temperature.
Earth's dev team has no sense for how to do anything. So bad at regulating temperature.
I look like I'd be good at ukulele. (one month of ukulele experience)
My cosplay of someone just getting into it appearance-first.
Maine Coon and May Queen are super similar words, even though cats and potatoes aren't remotely similar... Ain't that weird?
Me in my head, heating up curry: "Sure enough, the Maine Coon doesn't have to fall apart while cooking!"
Me in my head 3 seconds later: "Wait, I meant May Queen... Maine Coon is a cat..."
Around the time of the state of emergency declaration, I was so lethargic I could only do the bare minimum for days on end, so I'm really glad my ambition to become unstoppable has returned. Because when I don't have energy, I long not to become unstoppable, but to become "un."
I wanna be unstoppable.
I'm stupid great for doing Ring Fit then having a bath then stretching before bed. Slimmerman.
Living as a shut-in due to lockdown really reduces the opportunities for me to put on makeup, so every time I do put it on, I have to start by taming my jungle-ified eyebrows...
I've gratefully used the money people provide through Fanbox to buy plugins quite a bit. It helps a ton...
Gonna Fit some Rings again today.
You don't see Granny Durum's Spaghetti anymore either... Granny... Where did the grannies go...
They're not selling Granny Claire's Cream Stew anymore??
I'm definitely being bothered by something nobody's being bothered about, but I've always wondered why the Granny Claire's Cream Stew commercial changed it from "vegetables and roast chicken" to "roast chicken and vegetables." Did they purposefully rerecord it...?
Been thinking about what to do with the CD I would've made for winter Comiket since there's no winter Comiket. :thinking face:
I can understand judgements that begin from a reason, but if you start looking for a reason to judge, that's just violence.
Until about 10 years ago, there wasn't a proper platform for artists to accept money online, and lots of people had a negative impression of accepting money, out of jealousy or who knows, so I really think things have gotten good lately.
I want to get to 500,000 followers and have them send me 1 yen each every month.
＿人人人人人人＿
＞ ＜
￣Y^Y^Y^Y^Y^Y^￣
All the people who put "SUDDEN DEATH" inside this went extinct.
Eating the Deburu Curry I left for a night to make it tastier.
Oh yeah, I used to listen to OSTER... Wonder what she's doing now?
＿人人人人人人＿
＞ Deburuman ＜
￣Y^Y^Y^Y^Y^Y^￣
Vocaloid good-old-days reminiscers!! It's me!!!!!
Isn't it so inconvenient how the concepts humans came up with, for the sake of creating the unifier that is society and making life easier, bind and torment individual humans? So let's become the universe. The universe is cool.
Rather than saying "everyone has the right to live," maybe we should think about how humans as a species creating the concept of "rights" complicates things and makes for trickery, and from the universe's perspective, there's just the fact that life exists, with no notion of that being good or bad. Let's become the universe. I'm the universe.
[Jun: "If you're going as a couple, go to a futon, and if you're going alone, go to a hotel... Is that right?"]
You might have that backwards???
Both recorder and ukulele have a great power of bringing out this sort of superbly mega-clumsy flavor.
Part of it is also just that I wanted to test how I could use recorder and ukulele.
My new creation.
Deburuman's Song [Parody Cover] [A parody of Devilman's Song replacing "devil" with "deburu" (getting fat), and other lyrical changes accordingly. Note that she actually tweeted just the lyrics over a week ago.]
Today's a day for putting all my energy into just-for-fun stuff.
Always making typos at the important parts. Nobody loves you.
I meant back.
And that joy and regret riding on your hack carries the potential to be bundled up and transformed into something with meaning, and that's art, which I think is a lifesaver.
Even I'm like "that was so long ago, who cares anymore"! But still, the past won't go away, and both the fun times and sad times ride on your back, so you need to live life carrying them.
After all, sorting through and listening to 13 years of songs to upload them to YouTube is making me remember how such and such happened back then and it was really painful... Some of them are difficult and vexing to face. Even though they're my own creations... It's sad.
I super understand the feelings of people who move out after a breakup or losing someone. Scenery around town, rooms, smells, sounds, all sorts of things can be triggers to bring back vivid memories. I totally understand not being able to bear that...
Humanity's been at it for millions of years, so don't you wish they'd evolved more rationally?
As long as people live, they unconsciously throw away all sorts of things. Just by living, you move forward and leave behind the choices you didn't make, like putting out the trash. Surely you're able to move forward because you threw them away, but is it a waste of valuable life to sentimentally think back on the choices you discarded?
I'm a wimpy woman who'll cling to the past forever.
When you move, the town that had always been special to you becomes a place that means nothing to you... Isn't it kind of sad, like a breakup? For instance, you won't get to see the completion of under-construction buildings that you'd been looking forward to. Though I know I am who am now because of the time I spent there...
Cooking for yourself sounds like an intense thing, but all I do is cut broccoli and onions and throw them on the stove, or just cut tomatoes, or use a toaster oven to cook fried tofu or gyoza or smelt.
I want a separate me who draws art and a me who makes videos and a me who makes music and a me who does chores.
Today I made a song for fun and also a song for work and also dinner and I even did my Ring Fit too. I'm a multi-talented creator. Maybe I'll draw and then go to bed?
Lately, my heart feels highly invincible, so I want to keep living at this pace.
Being driven by non-essential urges a lot is a good thing!!
Today I put all my energy into making fun content that isn't part of my goals for the month at all... I'll post it relatively soon...
Soapland... I used to think it was a fun theme park. But in truth, it was a fun theme park. ["Soaplands" are Japanese bath houses with sexual services.]
Ring Fit making me feel terrible: "Your flab is crying!!"
[20,000 YouTube views on Bubblegum K.K.] 20,000! Wow! :rabbit: :rabbit:
As long as you have some solid confidence in yourself, you can just be like "So you're like that? Well, I'm like this!", and there's not the slightest reason to attack anyone...
I guess due to a bug where feeling really inferior makes them perceive themselves as under attack, they start attacking others... Becoming aggressive when you lose confidence may well happen, so you gotta spontaneously do things that lead to having self-confidence...
That's the sort of thing I think about when I look at roastings... I don't wanna see it anymore, I just wanna eat a Big Mac.
If the only way you can let out feelings like that is by attacking others, you better be ready for the rest of your life to be a dark future, crawling along with no chance of improvement or anything.
Jealous people don't honestly declare their feelings toward the person they're jealous of all like "I'm jealous," they attack with some sort of false accusation... I've seen it occur that way for 460 million years, but doesn't that make you so much more miserable?
I got back to Ring Fit after 5 billion years, and now that you can change your partner's voice to a woman's, I've gotten super motivated.
my new gear [Photo of her holding a recorder]
Work is the easiest way to feel like you're needed by the world, so having work makes me happy as someone terrible at recognizing her own worth...
Since I've been locked inside, my stamina has declined a scary amount... Gotta resume Ring Fit...
My cosplay of Douglas MacArthur at a summer resort in Karuizawa.
That's right, I'm Douglas MacArthur at a summer resort in Karuizawa.
I put on sunglasses feeling like a woman going to a summer resort in Karuizawa, but when I looked in the mirror, I saw Douglas MacArthur.
32-bit Plugin: "I'm 64-bit."
Cubase: "Okay, let 'em through!"
[Jun, while Toro behind her looks at the camera: "Listen to this! I lost my favorite credit card! Jun's such a big dummy!"]
Toro looking on like "That's not how somebody who lost their credit card should react..."
I suddenly remembered how in middle school, I wrote a joke haiku for some project that went like "Paying your taxes / is the first step of many / to social welfare."
Now I want to append "which is why I want you to do it for me."
I think if I continue on, lots and lots more fun things will happen. I'll even make them happen myself! I want things to spread out from there...
Even if you don't want to give up on something, if you start looking for reasons to quit, you'll find a lot, so don't go looking! Count the people, experiences, and joys you've had explicitly because you just kept going, and keep working hard.
I'm really looking forward to some exciting plans I have tomorrow... Plans save humans...
My tummy is big and cute.
This year, I want to proactively use not just half-diminisheds, but major seventh flat fives... I love that feeling of unrest.
Something like C→Caug feels like it could show up no problem, at least.
Please give me a job making an alma mater that uses plenty of augs and dims.
It's sad how I can't really recommend it anymore since the CD's out of production...
Cinnamon tweeting out lyrics from Cinnamon Trip makes me so happy...
RT @cinnamon_sanrio There's lots of treasures over the rainbow... ♪
You'll find the thing you dreamed of for sure... :rainbow:
Something's wrong the second I start talking about "humanity" when it comes to synths.
Hummingbird is a slim beauty for sure... Sometimes she gets pouty over some weird things, but it adds to her humanity...
Addictive Drums seems like she'd get lots of mysterious bruises every time she got drunk. And yet she'd probably get drunk enough to lose memories again anyway.
I think it'd probably be Spitfire Chamber Strings, but she's so beautiful and excellent that I probably wouldn't be a good match for her...
What kind of woman do I like? Likened to sound synths?
Going out today!
When I imagined the world of Miku/Rin-chan secretly kissing in the green room after the show, I started entertaining myself wondering which of them would be concerned about how they haven't showered since the show.
My Miku-chan and Rin-chan are a regular matrix and inverse matrix, so they're interchangeable. (???)
My Bubblegum K.K. Miku-chan and Rin-chan appear to be a regular friendly two-person idol group, but once the show's over, they probably secretly kiss in the green room.
* This is a personal opinion, not a declaration of canon.
I have a :pen: I have an :apple:
umm... :apple: :pen:
I have a :pen:^(-1) I have a :pineapple:
umm... :pen:^(-1) :pineapple:
:apple: :pen: ~ :pen:^(-1) :pineapple: ~
umm...
:apple: :pineapple:
That person who could throw a handball further than me can't make music.
When I was little, why were athletic people so popular?
Regretting meals you ate is simply rude to those meals, and unless regretting will get rid of calories, the time you spend on those negative feelings will only be a negative in your life - that's all I wanted to say.
Don't eat half-heartedly! It's rude to the food!
Eating on a diet without feeling guilty? The feeling of guilt is useless to begin with. If you're going to be tormented by guilt about it later, you shouldn't have done it in the first place. Prepare yourself for that eventuality!!!! I eat pizza and drink beer late at night!! I have no guilt!! Only resolve!!!!!!!!
Aging isn't becoming nostalgic for things. It's beginning to hallucinate that the events of the time you should be nostalgic for were actually recent.
Miracle Paint is a middle schooler now.
It's true that I am my current self because of my past self, but I'm gonna beat her up.
My past self is always the one standing in my way...
[Screenshot of message from YouTube: "Latest video performance: (Miracle Paint) You did it! Your viewers have a stronger interest in this video than normal."]
It was 13-years-ago me who did it.
When you're listening to beautiful music, your soul also becomes beautiful. (Beauty-ism)
Pleeeeease! I'm OSTER!! Anybody else is a fake!! Are you listening to me, AI?!
Laugh for me if I run into copyright trouble for this... I can't laugh...
I decided I'll be uploading videos of my old songs to YouTube! Here's the first!
Official MV: Miracle Paint feat. Hatsune Miku - OSTER project
I can't say I dislike a powerful progression...
My ideal partner is the kind of person who moves the bass a bunch and has a half-tone progression with lots of augs and half-diminisheds and slash chords.
The dev team for Human should really re-examine the ability to get ulcers on your tongue.
My Bubblegum K.K. lyrics borrowed from the most commonly sung ones for the first verse, but the second verse is completely original, so I was worried people would yell at me like "Don't add on weird lyrics!!!!", but I'm happy that people really like them...
I'm glad I'm gaining a bunch of subscribers thanks to Bubblegum K.K.! I'd like to keep doing lots on YouTube. :warm smile:
[Screenshot of her YouTube channel with 25,000 subscribers] Good morning!!!!
People have things they're good at and things they're bad at, so understanding your specialties and doing things in a way appropriate for you is extremely important.
People who can casually do their best day after day as amazing and I envy them, but unfortunately, I think that might not suit my style, so I'll do my best in way that fits me.
In my case, that hastiness has sometimes motivated me to better myself, so maybe I needed that competitive nature. But if you get too fussy about things, it gets to be bad news, so watch out. Brain overload.
I think it was just fun to make songs with Miku then, plus a feeling of not wanting to admit defeat to anybody else. Kinda lame how I'm always worrying about other people and feeling rushed! But also it's human-y and cute! Alright!
You'd think it's because of my age, but I also feel like it's been like this for a long time. When I think about the stupid pace I was uploading songs at around the dawn of Miku-san's era, I have to admit my productivity has dropped a bunch, which makes me sad... I want me to put out lots of songs as much as you do...
If I can make time to blame myself, I should just do the thing... But I'm slow to act...
But I'm definitely getting better at ukulele! In exchange for pain in my left hand...
The impatience of living every day thinking "tomorrow, I swear"!
I always blame my lazy self like "you could've been working harder"...
Also, I made a proper meal. Cutting peppers was tough. I felt like I didn't do anything all day, but once I wrote it out, I realized I'd done a lot, which is a bit of a relief... Yawn.
'Twas another day of drawing to become a godly illustrator, making music, playing ukulele, and practicing Splatoon.
I was too hasty and wasn't able to take this screenshot of Toro Puzzle, but Jun said she wanted to see Bill Gates drinking too much oil and losing control of his reason, and I was like "Apple fanatics sure are scary."
I updated my Twitter app and a draft that wasn't there before showed back up, and what is this.
["A truck carrying a shipment dropped something while taking a curve. What was it?"
"Ethics."]
It's super scary how injections have that feeling of liquid entering your body, and it's all the scarier the closer it is to the center of my body...
Hearing "inject from butt to thighs" is making me cramp up remembering a hellish injection directly into my nerves while I watched an X-ray in real time.
Ah, you can see it.
[Ricky: "OSTER, give me energy... Inject me with energy from my butt to my thighs, ribbit..." (Inject with energy from butt to thighs)"
I can't see images, so is now the time to post anything I want?
Using the same art program as a godly illustrator won't make you a godly illustrator, and eating the same meals as Fujii-kisei won't make you good at shogi.
I'm crappy at a lot of things, but I live my days doing my crappy best...
If you get embarrassed to express things, you can't make nothin', I think.
I'm also happily working as a lyricist now, past me!!!!!!!!!!!!
You know how you wrote poems in the corner of your notebook in middle school or whatever? Feels embarrassing just to remember it, I know, I know.
I'm what happens when you keep those up until this age.
Who are you going to kiss? :woman-woman kiss: [Lyrics from "triangler" by Maaya Sakamoto, theme for Macross F.]