OSTER project's Twitter

Translations of tweets from @fuwacina. For an archive of other Vocaloid-related Twitters I no longer keep up with, go here.

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April 8th, 2020

Rin-chan: "Don't take my sooooongs!" Kiritan: "I mean, say that all you want...", but then it leads to yuri, you say???

This is absolutely how it is now. [Retweets fanart of Rin complaining to Kiritan not to steal her songs]

I'm especially happy that she's loved alongside Dolphin-chan. :folded hands: This is good stuff... Next is Friendship...

My timeline's gonna be full of whales.

There's a lotta fanart for Whale Rider... Makes me happy... :folded hands: :folded hands: :folded hands:

[Retweets old Whale Rider fanart, including a few ship arts of Whale Rider Rin and Dolphin Jet Miku.]

I think Whale Rider is a song where Kiritan can really shine... I'm sad how she sings better in it than in AI Want Your Love Kiritan, lol. Maybe I shouldn't have put in so much rapid-firing of the same note...

AI Kiritan being made to sing a lesbian song for the second time since coming to my home...

The wonderful illustration was drawn by @fuwacina-san!! :folded hands: :folded hands: :folded hands:

I had Kiritan sing my original song Whale Rider! Such a good singer! :heart face: Listen to it! :whale: :whale: :woman-woman couple: :whale:
YouTube / NicoNico
#AIKiritan #TohokuKiritan #WhaleRider

When I change avatars, I lose sight of myself.

My art is cute viewed from a distance. (don't look too close)

I'm uploading it to NicoNico too, but it's progressing so slow...

At last, my avatar has become Kiritan...

AI Kiritan Sings!! Whale Rider - OSTER project

Well, I don't want to talk it up, so it's this!! [Screencap of AI Kiritan Whale Rider video.]

Though it's not something truly new...

Guess what, I'm gonna upload a video now.

Saying "somewhere" but then turning it into an address is just really funny, so it's a big hit with me...

[Retweeting an old tweet: "Somewhere, Oaza Rainbow", where "oaza" is used in Japanese addresses to denote sections of a town]
I like gags akin to this that only get 3 likes.

Frank Shinagawa is so funny, am I a genius or what...

Takanawa My Way (Frank Shinagawa)

Takanawa Broadway
Takanawa Superhighway

Takanawa [s] Way Contest (where [s] is any string]

I want changing subjects by saying "Takanawa By-the-Way" to catch on.

Once coronavirus settles down, I wanna go Takanawa Flyaway Station.

I forgot what I was going to say after I decided to say it.

Strength is an illusion. The concerns of strong people might seem luxurious to weak people, but it's a real concern to them, and it's arrogant to be skeptical about what someone else is going through.

I don't think people who are only strong or only weak exist in the first place. Only-strong people have weaknesses too, and only-weak people have strengths too. I want you to understand what I'm saying here.

A song about a weak woman who's acting strong.
[VOCALOID] Inappropriate Lady [MEIKO]

There was a comment on Inappropriate Lady about how it's not a song about a strong woman, but a weak woman who's acting strong, and I'm like, true that...

April 7th, 2020

I'm a baby, so please nice to me.

Fuwacina is :train car: the Takanawa Gateway. :train car:. Spoiled and self-centered, like a newborn baby. Selfishly makes their tastes clear. Quick to pout whenever the chance arises, but highly skilled. Compatible with Ikebukuros.
#WhatYamanoteLineStationAreYou

Right now, I have in my house bath petals from Kusatsu and Mount Zao, so I can go on a tour of hot springs all from my own home. I'm invincible.

I hope many oster san fan will be active on the world stage and send oster san sounds to the world together please. Please listen to my sounds clemence. ["Clemence" is internet slang that stems from "kure," a very casual word for "please."]

So "senpai" is "senpai," and "nuts" is "crazy"... (studying English)

SNS is yabai

I connected with the man himself... :sax: :sax: :sax: :crying: :folded hands:

RT @PatBartMusic WHOA. ONE OF THE GREATEST VOCALOID PRODUCERS IN JAPAN JUST SHARED MY INTERVIEW WHERE I MENTIONED HER :crying: :folded hands: :heart: [In Japanese:] Thank you very much!

[Retweets photos of someone messaging Patrick regarding her tweets about the article: "Wait, what??? Really?? [linked to "Patrick...!!" tweet] Oh my god, that's crazy!" "Senpai noticed you!!! Lol" "LOL Ok but for real though, this is NUTS"]
?!

It's cute how Lord Voldemort using a spell that tells him where to find anyone who says his name is like a girl craving recognition who's addicted to egosearching...

RT @dtm_moosician This person named OSTER-san does it a lot!
Oh?! I'm gonna follow her!

Tell me if you see someone talking about me.

Patrick... Patrick...!!
[Screenshot of part of the article: "From there, I found out about artists like kz (livetune), ryo (supercell), OSTER project, and DECO*27..." And then a screenshot dramatically focusing on "OSTER project."]

[Posts a Japanese interview from KAI-YOU with Patrick Bartley Jr. titled "How Japanese Anime and Games Connected Young Black Americans and the World."]

Bought enough food for a week! :flex: :flex: :flex: Gonna cook for myself!

Halloween song :pumpkin: :ghost: :lollipop:
[VOCALOID] Distorted Dream and Marionette [Miku, Rin, Luka, Meiko, Gumi]

lesbian song :heart: :woman-woman couple: :car: :drink:
OSTER project - Passenger Seat Road Movie feat. Kagamine Rin [NicoNico]

lesbian song :heart: :woman-woman couple: :fish: :fish:
OSTER project - kissing fish feat. Hatsune Miku & Megurine Luka [NicoNico]

What's goin' on with this chordwork?
OSTER project - AI Want Your Love! Kiritan feat. AI Kiritan

Ever since I started putting songs up on YouTube, I've gotten less of "explosive views to start with, then practically nothing," having more people listen to them bit by bit, which I feel eases the sorta-loneliness of my new song not actually being a new song.

April 6th, 2020

I was picturing slipping into them, but I might've ordered them too big... (too late)

Wonder if I'll look stylish wearing my Dominowns T-shirt, slipping into high-waist wide-leg pants, and donning a mountain parka or nylon jacket...

Isn't this "square image printed on a plain white T-shirt" thing a little popular lately? Do they have them at Lowry's?

I'm gonna look so good in my Dominowns T-shirt.

For things like this, you lose if you come to your senses.

What am I even doing.

There! [Screenshot of the below image and "#Dominowns" on a white T-shirt, then an order confirmation.]

??????? [Screenshot of the below image printed on a loincloth.]

#Dominowns

You get a lot from meeting and talking to all sorts of people, and lots of creative work can originate from that, and I feel like my mind'll run dry if this situation persists, so I gotta figure out something or another...

Lyrics don't really come to you if you aren't enriching your life, huh? I'm sure it's different for different people, but that's how it is for me...

I want a T-shirt that says "Dominowns."

Geeeeez, I can't meet anyone anyway, so I'm gonna use makeup and do my hair to have a home fashion show even though I'm not going to meet anybody, jerk!! Corona, you dummy!

Even minus coronavirus, it's bad for me to sit for long periods, so when WILL I be able to go again...? :crying: It's super unkempt...

I'm regretting not having gone to the hairdresser before my surgery.

I just finished putting an absurd amount of energy into making a song, so my motivation has left the house non-essentially and hasn't come back...

My daily life posts on Fanbox are getting a lot more likes than when I post old songs, so I'll start writing about daily life too.

When I'm tuning Miku-chan, Miku-chan is tuning me too.

Sleeping on my Airweave makes my body feel super great (vocabulary)... This is nuts. Gonna make a ton of songs now...

Naturally, you absolutely have to be careful about coronavirus, but at this point it'd be bad if you caught any other disease too... Even if you're at home, sleep well and grill up some good meat. :meat:

No way is it already the 6th... Time, stand still...

April 5th, 2020

The more precious it becomes, the more I fear it crumbling...
OSTER project - Passenger Seat Road Movie feat. Kagamine Rin [NicoNico]

They share the feeling of treasuring one another. And yet they pass each other by because her like is too great and a lot of feelings beside liking get in the way, right? Super emotional... All mankind, see my Friendship...

Aren't girls like this? Aren't they close? Don't they casually say they like each other? Even if they notice the other person's feelings, don't they value a harmonious relationship and dare not to step forward? That's why it's yuri, a yuri song... lesbian song

Friendship is exhausting... Cute...

The reality of a girl who fell in love with a girl.
[VOCALOID] Friendship [Kagamine Rin]

I've been saying I wanna make a Friendship sequel for 5 gazillion years...

Work is piling up, so composition streams are on hold for a while... (we're talking maybe a few months) I think I'll do them again when I have time for a just-for-fun song. :woman bowing:

Maybe I'll do the moon cat next? I've got way too many songs with a cat motif.

I've also posted the black cat one.
[Past Song Repost] A black cat plays intense jazzy phrases | OSTER project | Pixiv FANBOX

I couldn't open the old MIDI, so I downloaded my ex-GF, and I'm gonna die of nostalgia... Ex-GFFFF... [Photo of the music program Music Studio Producer.]

Does anyone remember this one? Still such a cute song! Give it a listen.
Posted [Past Song Repost] A white cat sings lovely jazz waltz!

The Woman Who Lost Her Slippers In Her Own House

"General anesthesia" is trending, but if you wanna see somebody who had two surgeries with general anesthesia in one day...! (weirdest flex)

These days, there are a lot of different demands for work, and people are able to provide for them in a variety of ways, so as long as they aren't going around breaking laws or hurting people, discriminating over it should be made a thing of the past.

If you're lenient with others and lenient with yourself, things are way easier, and you feel more comfortable... I forgive a whole lot.

Everyone's already pretty amazing for just surviving in this world, so people should be more proud of themselves.

I guess I can be satisfied with myself being clumsy and useless because I'm at least living while purely looking up to the talented people around me, thinking "Everyone's so awesome!"... Though of course, I'm working hard with the firm belief that no one can beat me in music! :huff:

When I say I'm a musician, people say "That's amazing!", but it's all I'm able to do, and if the same person saying that told me they went to a company every day as an office worker, I'd super respect them because that would probably be a huge hurdle for me to clear, and I'd think they're about as amazing...

I don't think jobs should be divided into "respectable" or "not respectable." Isn't it just that those people are needed for something and get wages as compensation for it? And you give them money because they're providing you something you need. That's nothing outrageous, no matter the profession.

[Toro: "I'm gonna go to Harajuku to grab chests, meow."]
You might wanna hold off right now.

Expenses to protect my health hurt my wallet, but they're definitely not non-essential... :crying:

I set up my Airweave... Now my back will be protected...

[Jun: "They were playing reruns of "Rampaging Sexy Beauty" earlier! Jun really likes historical dramas..."]
That's definitely not a historical drama.

[Jun: "I heard if you confess to the person you like on the night of a full moon at Furryket, it'll definitely succeed!"]
It was cancelled for coronavirus.

Thinking such and such way of life is "correct" is arrogant, so if you make a misstep, it can just be pushing your own values on them. As you grow up, your awareness of this makes you refrain from intefering in others' lives, but it's tragic how people just run parallel and never meet that way. Considering that, there's no right way to associate with other people.

Thinking "I want to change the way someone lives" like Yuu-chan might be meddling, but that meddling can save people sometimes. Actually interfering in someone's life is a really risky act, but if someone's struggling, it makes me want to look for the light together with them...

[Retweeting photo of her wearing Yuu's T-shirt] Wearing this T-shirt got me through hospitalization... Happy birthday, Yuu-chan! :tada: Wishing for many years of happiness with Touko-chan...

April 4th, 2020

Just putting petals in your bath makes you smell like a hot spring when you get out of the bath, and turns your house into an inn... The best.

Yuu Koito-san... I love Yuu Koito-san...

Doubt I'll be going to any hot springs anytime soon, so I got petals to put in my bath...

Direct**X

I really want referring to girls not hiding the fact they're dating a girl as "OpenGL" to catch on.

[Retweeting "lesbian song maker" poll results] I meant 2 :eyeroll:

I've already decided most of the songs for OSTER-san's CD Vol. 3... Hope I can realize it.

not lesbian song
OSTER project - AI Want Your Love! Kiritan feat. AI Kiritan

Sure enough, it could be read either way, huh...

I'm lesbian song maker :thinking face: [Poll]
- I'm lesbian and I make songs. [50.8%]
- I make songs of lesbian. [49.2%]

Lesbian Song Directory

[Re: "I'm lesbian song maker"] This Tweeeeet's replies are filled with lesbian song fans and I'm LOLing.

April 3rd, 2020

my perfect English ability [Retweets OSTER Wars intro crawl]

English tweet 可能にするコミュニケーション with 世界中の lesbian song fan :heart: :earth: (gave up translating)
[Translation: "English tweets let me communicate with lesbian song fans all over the world."]

[Screenshot of "I love oppai thank you." being machine translated to Japanese as "Thank you, love that I love."] Oppai is LOVE

เพลงเลสเบี้ยน [Thai for "Lesbian music"]

Eigo is difficult for me. I love oppai thank you.

my painful lesbian song
[VOCALOID] Friendship [Kagamine Rin]

please listen to my lesbian song to save human race :earth:
OSTER project - Passenger Seat Road Movie feat. Kagamine Rin [NicoNico]

Lesbian save human race from the apocalypse

my recommend lesbian song :woman-woman couple: [Retweets kissing fish]

I'm lesbian song maker

I like the sharp comments from people overseas.

[Reposts the "Lesbian Song??" YouTube comment on kissing fish]

I got under the covers and was making lyrics and fell asleep. (despair)

The good thing about lyrics is you can do them anywhere...

I'm looking at a photo I took of a piano roll in bed and coming up with lyrics.

April 2nd, 2020

I'm in my 30's, but I have twintails.

It's been 3 weeks since surgery, but my legs are still numb, so I'll probably have to live with it for life... :eyeroll: Let's stick together for the long haul!!

Because I'm making this song completely for fun, I can stream it and stuff, but also because I'm making this song completely for fun, I'm putting outageous resources into it and getting fussy and dying to death.

April 1st, 2020

When you think something turned out well, you want to play it back over and over, but if you do it too much, you'll get bored of it and not progress at all, and get in a rut, so it's better not to play back too much... Playbacks are like water when you're eating something spicy...

But really, doesn't listening to the same song on streams hundreds or thousands of times get tiring??? I always get tired of it.

It's turning out to be a super wonderful song, so I'll do my best and finish it.

The time I've streamed it alone comes to 12 hours working on it...

The sheer workload of cute big band ain't cute.

Seriously, I work and work on this song, but it's not getting anywhere...

RT @l_verum43 I've long had a strange anxiety about whether the godly composer OSTER-san who wrote the song Chocolate☆Magic that I've loved since the moment it was uploaded 12 years ago, and the Twitter OSTER-san (@fuwacina), are actually the same person. At long last, it's been cleared up. [Links an archive of one of her composing streams]
I'm also doing composing streams to prove my identity!!!

That song whose finishing touches are yet a touch unfinished, Cat and Balloons... On what day will it see the light of day...? :cat: :balloon:

RT @koji_onsensuki If I'm gonna do a hit-and-run guitar solo for OSTER-san's Cat and Balloons, I'd better do it now while I'm immersed in her composing streams... :cat: :balloon:

I Can't Little A English [Screenshot of the Engrish text]

2019: Miracle Point
2020: OSTER Wars ← new

They found oil in my parents' house's garden, so I made a movie!! Thanks in advance!!!!

[Breaking News]
MOVIE CONFIRMED
#AprilFools

A super right-now, in my home far, far away...

OSTER WARS
Episode XXXIX: REVENGE OF THE MIKU

After Supreme Chancellor Fuwacinan won the extremely cruel war of the hernia, she returned to her home. Awaiting her was composition work, and a conflict amongst the singers over who had the right to sing.

With the appearance of the Empire's new automonous android, AI Kiritan, the Vocaloids felt endangered, and began resistance efforts.

Gradually, it escalated into harrassment of Supreme Chancellor Fuwacinan. As Miku-chan triumphantly stuffed her face with the ice cream that Supreme Chancellor Fuwacinan was so looking forward to, the Kiritanpo-saber's blade quietly drew near...

A meccha [super] now in my ouchi [home] far, far away...

OSTER WARS
Episode XXXIX: REVENGE OF THE MIKU

Totemi erai [very big-shot] Fuwacinan won very hard war of hernia returned to ouchi [home] home. Composing sagyo [work] and singers war of darega utauka [who will sing] say okaeri [return] home.

Because of toujoing [toujo = appearance] of new type of sugoi [amazing] android "AI KIRITAN", Vocaloid singers feel kiki [danger] of losing their tachiba [standing].

Finaly [sp] they begin to tsuyoku ataru [strongly lash out] to totemo erai [very big-shot] Fuwacinan. Kiritampo saber is silently approaching to Mikuchan tabechatta [eaten-by-Miku-chan] Fuwacina's very tanoshimi [looked-foward-to] ice cream...

March 31st, 2020

If the world didn't even allow us to laugh, it'd be all over.

For April Fool's, let's tell jokes instead of lies.

Uneasy times are exactly when you want those dear to you as your side encouraging you, so an illness that robs you of even that and eats away at you mentally is too scary... Even the curable starts to feel incurable...

Having surgery and being hospitalized while visiting was forbidden due to coronavirus, then spending a week not meeting anyone cramped behind a curtain, made me experience plenty of loneliness and anxiety. So I'm unbearably aware how hard it is to be kept from meeting those important to you while not even knowing if things will get better... It's painful... I want it to be resolved soon.

"The emptiness of you being gone, I'll fill with my unforgettable memories with you" is too tragic... Why... How could such a thing happen... I'm making a Kaiji face...

Listening to this song at a time when I'm often conscious of people dying, and being separated from those important to me, made me cry enough while driving that I almost couldn't see in front of me, so they should make a law against listening to this song while driving.
Love Song, by Sambomaster

I'm adolescent, so when I take in a love song, it makes me wanna make a love song.

It's kinda depressing thinking how I can only go to the supermarket and the hospital, but in the world of music, I can go anywhere... Way to go...

The early hospital-going girl gets the worm.

March 30th, 2020

I get in the bath with Miku-chan every day. (hallucinating)

Refrain from going out, wash your hands, gargle, and if you have energy left, listen to my songs...
OSTER-san's CD Vol. 2

Thanks for listening lots.

I like doing dumb stuff with full force, so I'm gonna go full force!

I spent all day today on something a little bit stupid. Look forward to it!!

I learned from the East Japan earthquake that the most dangerous thing is for the mood of the world to cause your own cheerfulness to fade, and for that to further infect others around you. That's why I think you need to find enjoyment at times like these, and why I want to provide as much of that as I can to people around me. Let's all overcome it together...

Even so, it's so sad I feel like I'm gonna cry...

With many depressing things happening, now more than ever, I think I need to put in the effort to be cheerful. And thus, tonight I'm having non-essential homecooked yakiniku. :meat:

As someone who consumes pasta by just breathing, I'm extremely concerned about the current shortages... At least inside my house, I want to lead a normal life.

March 29th, 2020

RT @peisuke I'm drinking and watching OSTER's "just making a song" videos, and recoiling at her skill.
Don't recoil, plz...

Me good at digital music.

I'm too fussy to make progress.

I worked hard to make that solo, but it's starting to sound a bit patched-together. (and so the song never gets finished)

Lots of people listening! [to the solo video]

Making music is fun, but painful. :sniffle:

It's hard composing for no audience, so I want a round of applause every time I make a good section.

Even though my favorite music is undoubtedly serious about theory, because of my lousy personality that finds studying it too tedious, I've remained a field-worker and kept persistently doing imitations to arrive at today... I've done good...

I've never played guitar, so I dunno whether or not this solo could be played as it is, and it'd probably be super difficult anyhow.

In terms of tone, I think it's similar to Bathroom Garden, but the world I saw then and the one I can see now are so disparate... In One Piece terms, it feels like I can use my Haki now.

I think I'm doing pretty well for myself for not having theory or a MIDI keyboard. (fierce singing-own-praises)

Huh? Aren't I great at making solos??? #Dominowns

I wanna think there's meaning to the things I've been doing...

I'm depressed. :sniffle:

Doesn't it ever feel like it'll never come to an end??? I'm so praiseworthy for always fighting such prolonged battles on my own...

I'm working so hard, but even after three days, I don't have even a single chorus done. Formidable...

I don't wanna die...

Composition is a life-whittling act.

Maybe it's the low atmospheric pressure, but I'm feeling iffy...

Nerve paaain... :wince:

Feels like "Whoa! Winter's here!"

The cold never bothered me anyway.

Everyone listen.
[VOCALOID] White Snow Falling [Hatsune Miku]

White Snow Falling :snowflake: :snowflake: :snowflake: :snowman: [Due to out-of-season snow in Tokyo.]

March 28th, 2020

I have an idea in my head while I'm making it, so it feels normal to me, but when I watch the archive later, I've got no idea what I'm doing, and it's super scary how just all of a sudden it's a song...

You should know if you've watched my streams, but I really do make songs by clicking with a mouse, so it's time-consuming and a boring environment and not suited for streaming at all, but thanks for coming to watch anyway...

When people catch colds from now on, I wonder if there'll be anyone who goes out of their way to call it "the retro coronavirus"...

They're Amazon-recommended. [Screenshot of four of her own albums - Canned Miku, Attractive Museum, OSTER-san's Best, and Candy Jar Event Horizon - being recommended to her by Amazon.]

[Jun: "Err, do you think Tokyo lockdown is necessary?" [It's necessary / It's not necessary]
She's running a public opinion poll.

I provided the music for a PV of Nagimiso-san's manga Touring Girl!! The song is planned for release later! Thanks in advance. :cherry blossom: :motorcycle: :motorcycle:

Dawn has come, so let's make an announcement.

If lyrics like "even if the world becomes my enemy" never landed for you, from now on you can just imagine the coronavirus.

March 26th, 2020

When C-E-G is playing, if you play it with something else, like D-F-A-B, or some kind of flat, or some kind of sharp, it can sound kinda fancy or sound kinda grimy. Music is fun but tough.

The "skillfully" is the tough part, huh...

I don't know theory, so to explain things super-instinctively: if you skillfully use things other than C-E-G a lot and skillfully combine them with notes at a similar distance, things sound kinda fancy.

What could I possibly teach people...? Is there anything...? Maybe the charms of Rin-chan?

@_ngtr_a There's infinitely many things I'd want Miss OSTER to teach me before chord theory.

If I had 100,000 yen, I'd just buy wagyu beef as normal, so gimme 100,000 yen!!

Maybe you think it's worthless, but people can be driven into a frenzy by the strong impressions words carry after the fact... Can't forget about the Great East Japan Earthquake...

I repeated "wagyu beef" over and over in Tapioca New Year, but for things to take on a different meaning because of societal events... Even if it's an unavoidable incident, it's just sad!! I don't want people to be unable to look at wagyu beef purely anymore!!

I love wagyu beef, so I'm happy to receive it, but sure enough, now's not the time... On the other hand, I don't want wagyu beef to become a victim among this mood of self-restraint and get a negative reputation...

Hearing nothing but coronavirus news is depressing, so let's listen to Tapioca New Year.

I also fail to remember "overshoot" and say "breakthrough," but that's not even remotely close.

I keep forgetting the word "lockdown" and saying "deadlock."

March 25th, 2020

At a time like this, I think it's nice if I can provide people the kinds of Interesting Content that a musician has to offer.

[After doing a music-making YouTube stream:] If you're thinking "Is it okay for me to watch you making music for free?!"...! You're free to pay me for it also, okay?!?!?!?!

The sub-dominant is F, and the dominant is G. If you change key, who knows... (newbie)

Amazing how everyone properly understands music...

Forget it, I'm gonna create by ear! :exploding head: (junk)

It's no good, I can't understand half of what people are telling me... I'm too much of a dummy.

(What was a dominant, again...)

A substitute chord is a substitution dominant... which means... What does that mean?

As such, if there is someone knowledgeable who could explain what techniques make up the progressions I made, I'd like them to explain it to me. (probably wouldn't understand it)

This is really the kind of knowledge I'm working with, which is why I can't answer at all when asked why I went with such and such progression. I'm making by atmosphere...

I kind of get that substitution chords are different chords with similar notes making them up, but I don't know what that applies to or when to use it...

If I may endure my shame to make a confession, I don't know what a substitute chord is.

Lately it feels like I can't regulate my body temperature well... Maybe it's age.

I'm gradually reaching the yuri fandom... Good, good, keep going...

Even if you ask what's wild about them, all I can tell you is that they're wild, but the Kiritan song chords are wild.

Even if you ask how I come up with my chords, all I can tell you is that I come up with them, but the Kiritan song chords are wild.

I knew that the medical expenses limit was monthly, but what I didn't know was that hospitals and outpatient clinics are treated differently... From injections and exams, goodbye 12,000 yen... :flying money: :flying money: :flying money:

I'm doing my best to slowly return to normal life. I even used the kitchen last night and this afternoon. Wanna do something productive today.

Having a hard time getting stamina back after surgery.

Great, eh? [Photos of sakura blooming. The comment is in reference to Day 100 of The Gator Who Dies After 100 Days, where the same comment accompanies a photo of the same thing.]

My surgery wounds are so plump and cute. Hope they disappear soon.

Thinking of it like that kinda makes me want to be a cat, but then I couldn't make music anymore, so as a compromise I'd like to be a furry catgirl.

When there's a real cat mixed in with a bunch of stuffed cats, it's really adorable, but when there's a real person mixed in with a bunch of wax models, it's incredibly terrifying... This world is irrational.

March 24th, 2020

Read up to Volume 8 of Bloom Into You, then listen to this. [Retweets kissing fish]

The five manga that make up Fuwacina-san are:
Bloom Into You
Bloom Into You
Bloom Into You
Bloom Into You
and Bloom Into You!
#TheFiveMangaThatMakeMeUp

Otaku.

March 23rd, 2020

Am I an old fogey for wanting to use what I'm used to even if I'd get more modern functionality, because it'd mean having to learn how to use something new?? Well, but I've always been like that... Surprisingly conservative...

Who's still using the Vocaloid 4 editor? This gaaaaaaaaaal!!!!

I wanna see my own works as soon as possible... It whittles away at me, and it's really tiring, but I super love the music I make... That's the feeling I carry on with...

But I want to hear lots of my own sooongs! Let me hear new OSTER-san songs nooooow!!!! No sympathy for you, just make sooooongs!!!! You damn creatooooor!!!!!!

I was thinking I wanted to put out two CDs this year, but between troubles like coronavirus and hernias, I'm already a l-l-little uneasy...

To think I'd see this tag in the Reiwa era...

[Photo of a NicoNico user-added tag for AI Want Your Love! Kiritan: "Scam You Can't Pay For," generally put on things so good you want to give them money] You can pay for it!!!!!!!!! Go right ahead!!!!!!!!!!!!! Please pay me for it!!!!!!!!!

Though even if someone taught you so, you probably wouldn't truly get it until you have a bad experience yourself.

There's always some number of people who want to find fault, and are constantly looking for things to attack. No matter how much of the problem and responsibility lies with the bullies, no matter how faultless the bullied were, ours is a stupidly unreasonable society where you have to avoid getting those people's attention or else, so teach people that in compulsory education.

March 22nd, 2020

I used to like it when girls had a half-ponytail, but I'm not sure if I'm that picky anymore. The important part is that it suits you...

[Kuro: "Beer poured from butts onto thighs, half-ponytail beer, nether regions beer... What a wide variety, mya!"]
Drunken merrymaking with female fetishism.

This hernia thing, where the invertebral disk tears and the insides come out, and the treatment is to either endure the pain and wait for it to naturally go back in or get surgery to remove it, and the torn invertebral disk can't be filled anymore so there's always a risk of relapse, it's such a crappy disease, why'd you implement it??? Think of the game balance.

Does the world really need this disease called a hernia?

Don't you periodically have the meaningless worry "If I died now, I wonder what they'd use as my death portrait?"

How many years has it even been since I heard "hustle" used in this context? What an eye-opening thought... I'm gonna cry from remembering that forgotten nostalgia...

Let's protect our good old pervy old guys while paying caution that they don't trouble others.

[Toro: "A proposal, that means "Let's hustle together!", right?"]
A pervy old guy from the Showa era.

Life just goes the way it goes.

[Toro: "I see, meow! Pleasure feels good!"]
Another day.

March 21st, 2020

The potatoes I fried yesterday.
Posted [Supporters Only] That Thing I Made On Stream to Pixiv Fanbox!

I'll put that thing I made on stream yesterday on Fanbox, so give me a second.

Ahh... That was delicious... I'm so happy... I'm regaining all my human rights after hospitalization...

Beef is God's greatest creation.

You too can let OSTER eat food.
Support OSTER project on Pixiv Fanbox!

I can eat this thanks to all your support. [Photo of chateaubriand.]

Everyone gets hurt when heartless things are said to them, and is anxious living day to day, and wants approval from other people. Didn't you learn that in ethics class or somethin'?

There's probably people who think creators are a godlike race separate from humans who live eating mist, with no concept of daily life or emotions... We're all people here.

If you think that way, then just avoid that when you become a creator yourself... Don't you force your own style on others.

I saw someone going on about how creators explaining their work in places separate from said work feels uncouth, so I bet they'd have a fit if they saw my Twitter.

Maybe a day will come when a word with a connection to me (like my name) takes on an altogether different meaning. If that happened, I wouldn't be able to resist the flow of society, so it might be painful... but knowing me, I might also take advantage of it. Heck, I definitely would. Please change it into something easy for me to take advantage of. :folded hands:

Watching as the four characters "AtsuMori" become a word to refer to Animal Crossing [specifically New Horizons - Atsumare Doubutsu no Mori] reminds me of the time "kabedon" became a word to refer to being backed into a wall, and I'm ruminating on the flow of time.

I think not only work relationships, but friendships and romantic relationships, any relationship between people, isn't a holy thing at all, but entirely built upon being win-win. So if things aren't equal, it'll collapse...

I was listening to a friend talk about romance, and we got talking about how there are people who consider the act of confessing your love to be nothing but letting out your feelings and being relieved, and I was like, true... If you're not even bothering to imagine how telling them about your love will affect your relationship and what they'll think, do you really like them? Are you really thinking of them dearly (character limit)

You're free to think what you want in your mind, but the second you put it out there to collide with someone, that creates responsibility! Get that into your heads, humanityyyyy!!!

In the replies to before-after diet photos, I see a bunch of comments like "I like the first one better :smiling sweatdrop:" and I'm like... I don't give a siiiiingle crap about your personal turn-ons or whatever!!! Ask yourself why you're so insenstive and can't understand the beauty of a woman striving to achieve her ideal form, dammiiiiit!!!!!

Lately I've been bawling so much, whether from illness or from gators.

I need to have a strong will not to give in no matter how much illness makes me suffer, or I'll give in.

I'm gonna be like "I don't wannaaa," but my recovery isn't going well again, so I'm calling the hospital today... :halo:

Because of my long time in the hospital, my body's fallen into a schedule of going to sleep early and getting up early...

March 20th, 2020

Somewhere in my heart, I was thinking "don't tell me, he won't actually die?", and I only realized how thoughtless that was after confronting his death. That's why there's no going back.

Just remembering stuff and crying.

When you have that experience of suddenly losing someone you're close with, you really can't see it as something irrelevant to you... Death is a very nearby thing.

:sniffle: :sniffle: :sniffle: :sniffle: :sniffle:

I'll go out for sushi once the gator dies.

Wonder if I can get YouTube streaming working quick...

But I've been hospitalized for so long, so it was really fun to finally make an opportunity to create a work of my own and have it seen. Even if it was fries. :french fries:

Put a little too much burden on my back. :sweat: I'm resting now...

See, I actually input it all in Domino, right?!

Thank you for watching my guerilla Twitcast! Frying potatoes was fun, lol

[Does a Twitcast stream of making a song in Domino... theoretically? Wasn't able to watch it, but she tweeted something during it about frying some potatoes.]

["CONGRATULATIONS! Cleared Puzzle Level 700!"]
Progress.

??? And here I thought I'd gone through the process of putting in effort, getting my works recognized, and making them into a product enough times in the past 15 years or so to establish my own style, and that we were finally getting into a good era?? :eyeroll:

When I see this kind of thing, it makes me wonder whether there's a notion in the roots of this country, conscious or unconscious, that you should work for free, but not everything's like that, so don't focus on one thing and get pessimistic! Waaaaah! Buy my CDs if you like theeem! (honest)

Eh?! Someone gets popular for drawing a daily manga for 100 days straight, but then they're criticized for making it into a book?! What century are your values from?! Scary!! [Referring to The Gator Who Dies After 100 Days having a book version announced, naturally.]

Yes, seeing a song you don't know just means there's a new song for you to encounter! How wonderful. :heart:

RT @lapis_suzuka I'm sad to learn I'm a total OSTER-san novice... Actually, now I'm looking forward to listening to the songs I haven't encountered, so I'll look them up!
Got 0 bingos and 8 checks on Do You Know OSTER's Songs?! (100%) #MekeponBingo

[Retweets a bunch more attempts, including Usagi with 93%:] If even Usagi-san can't get 100%, no one can... :eyeroll: lol

I made this in such a way that if you're biased to a certain area like Vocaloid only or rhythm games only, you'll never be able to fill it in, so it makes me happy to think how people listen to me as an entire artist... Doing my best...

[After retweeting attempts with 53%, 69%, and 55%:] To see this many people over 50%... :pleading face:

[Retweeting an attempt with 34 checks and 1 bingo:] Huh? Too amazing... You're OSTER...

Also, Happy Flower Shop is really ancient, so even if it is an album song, I'm surprised how well-known it is [50%].

[Picture of the current statistics for which ones people knew] It's super mysterious to me how Dreamy Dream [23%] is even higher than Rabbit Fur [20%], and super surprising how Rainbow Panda is the 32-bit version yet still has a 30% recognition rate... Some interesting stuff going on here.

The bottommost row is brutal, and there's even songs that are not only CD-only, you had to buy the specific item during a limited time to hear them, so yeah.

[Retweeting an attempt with 28 checks but 0 bingos:] (That's still plenty impressive...)

I was honestly pretty mean with this, so I think you're a fanatic if you get even a single bingo.

(Even I forgot how to write some of the titles and had to look them up while making this.)

I'm a fanatic who knew them all. :huff:
Got 16 bingos and 49 checks on Do You Know OSTER's Songs?! (100%) #MekeponBingo

I made an incredibly advanced-level bingo.
Do You Know OSTER's Songs? #MekeponBingo

Alice in Musicland Tokimeki * Reverie Napo-Naporitan Match bistro twins ☆☆☆ Meteor Drive Dramatic Parade Rabbit Fur
Dreamy Dream The Fox's Wedding Labradorite Rainbow Panda (32-Bit Full Color Mix) Give This Relation A Name Replica Music Like Magic!
Orange Carnival Recursive Function VOC@LOID in Love trick and treat Sicilian Sun Bitter Myself Looking Glass Rendezvous
Evening Moon Diva back into my world Ciel Bleu Marché Miracle Paint Spring-Loaded Love Game Confeito and Weather Sunset's Truth
Chocolate ☆ Magic HAPPY FLOWER SHOOOOOP!! Selfish Sweet Second Piercing Rainbow World Stray Cat and Autumn Sky Miracle Point
demon fire Please shining☆star Between the Sheets The One Who Rules Fear Passenger Seat Road Movie Log-In Bonus Moon Rabbit
Dance in the Fleeting World Galaxies on Parchment Cold Warmth Elise Wonder Cooking Sakutto KOMACHI Transient Fortress La Baguette Magique

G'morning. :cat:

March 19th, 2020

[Jun: "Huh, is that right, hop... OSTER, you really must like the taste of kisses, huh?"]
I'm being shamed.

I've been fighting this for half a year straight, and I don't want to be endlessly hurting like this forever even after I got brave... I'll fight it throoughly, so you better be ready.

I'm thinking a bunch about what I'll do if I have to get surgery again. :drool: (my legs hurt)

The gator dies tomorrow.

CoCo Ichibanya Level 8 Spice is godly... The balance of everything is perfect.

I'm able to eat this thanks to all your support. :curry and rice: [Photo of curry]

I had curry for lunch, so for dinner, it's curry.

[Toro, talking to Hello Kitty: "Huh, Kitty's mom's apple pie... Toro'd like to eat it too, meow."]
Because of how my Toro usually is, I can't read this in a pure way and it's making me concerned.

Seriously, it ain't no time for me to be having surgeries and stuff! I could've used that money to have live instruments!! You lousy piece of junk body!!

I like live instruments, and I've put a lot of time and money into making my MIDI sound live, but I feel like it'll never be a match for live recording... It's an obvious fact, but all I can do is improve my MIDI-ing skills to do it in an entirely self-contained way with my ideal synths... I want oil to suddenly gush out and bless me with enough funds to do live recordings for life...

When I listen to a lot of good songs, I recognize once more how I have way too many goals I want to level up to achieve before I die... Gotta level up quick, or I'll die first.

I want to hold a detailed presentation on my favorite songs...

When I encounter a song that's just too amazing, I go right past "I want to make songs like this" and think "I want to be a song like this." I'll live as this song...

What's it called... Arabic scale, or melodic minor scale? The way it weaves everything together is so sublime. The impression it gives of light shining among darkness, the feeling that if you expressed the word "backlight" with sound, it'd probably sound like this, is so amazing it makes me wanna cry.

When I heard Maaya Sakamoto-san's Backlight for the first time, I was so stimulated that I looped it about three times and laughed the whole time. (deranged)

When I find a song like this, I'm laughing up a storm in a super loud voice, and from an outsider's perspective I look completely insane.

I swear there are also plenty of songs that make me go "I can't, I love this!!!!!!" without being messy and constantly doing weird stuff.

I like this song of Mika Nakashima-san's a lot too... Too cute...
Mika Nakashima's "Fall In Love"

Because of my mysterious strong fixation on chord progressions, it's not often I encounter a song I can get extremely into, though that makes it all the more intensely moving when I encounter a song that goes far beyond my own expression, but still...

Isn't the hypermetric-y guitar that eats into the start of the second verse so wildly freeform??? I want to express myself like this...

I want to be able to make lethally amazing songs...

I'll say it again and again, but this song is lethally amazing, so I want you to listen to it.

Mika Nakashima's "LOVE NO CRY"

The gator's gonna die. [1 day left in The Gator Who Dies After 100 Days. (Or 2 days, since Day 99 wasn't posted until later in the day.)]

Jazz, pop, rock 'n' roll
Latin, ballad, future bass
Sounds played in a variety of genres
Complex harmonies and super-active bass
OSTER songs are great

(video clips of nuns singing gospel)

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