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Translations of tweets from @fuwacina. For an archive of other Vocaloid-related Twitters I no longer keep up with, go here.
Succesful parries are good for your health. Failures kill you.
Also, my Pro Controller's on the fritz from too much Elden Ring, so I'll go buy a new one tomorrow... (sad)
Watching back videos I've recorded, I noticed for the first time that the difference in motions before beam and jump attacks has to do with if you're holding your weapon overhand or underhand... I wanna be able to clearly see the motions rather than just sort of feeling it out.
(dies in one hit from a big attack)
I'm a top-hunter raised in Kamura Village, so I won't be satisfied unless I can turn every enemy attack into an opportunity.
I have the beginner-specific wanna-parry-everything disease.
That's not how you fight an enemy you don't have the stats for... (never ever going to beat this game)
I haven't touched Monster Hunter in about two weeks, so I'm super scared to return...
When I play Arceus atfer playing Elden Ring, I keep trying to press X to pick up items, press in the left stick to get off Wyrdeer, and press in the right stick to focus on Pokemon, so nothing goes well for me.
My stomach is unwell.
[Retweets announcement of premiere for Wonderlands Showtime version of Rainbow Stories]
I'm glad
I was born on Earth!!! :earth: :explosion:
Through doing my taxes, I've once more keenly felt "I sure am able to live thanks to everyone's aid..........", so I wish to express my feelings of gratitude.
Tomorrow, I will enter the Royal Capital of Leyndell.
I will defeat Morgott the Omen King, and express my feelings.
Let's think of it as giving lots of Super Chats to the hospital I stan.
I'm whaling hard on the hospital again, but I seriously want to improve my health, so what can you do.
There's the old phrase "putting legs on a snake" to mean "superfluous," but it's fine if some people have a fetish for putting legs on snakes, and we should accept diversity.
The songs in Frozen are so popular they probably leave an impression of being super bright and shiny, but I think everyone forgets how there's a song where they loudly sing "Get the fiancé out of the way and the whole thing will be fixed."
Is there even anybody who's fully beaten Elden Ring, including getting all the items and NPC events and such...?
What do you want me to do, suddenly shoving a game with this much volume into my life...
I'll never finish this Elden Ring game for as long as I live.
First-Class Chef vs. Godrick the Grafted
Add more doctors at the hospital, please.
I seriously might have only talked to doctors at the hospital this past month.
Is this my self-introduction? [Screenshot of Elden Ring item description for Glass Shard: "Glass shard covered in dirt. Essentially worthless."]
I'm so bad at interacting with others. (not as if something happened, but because so little has happened)
Once you defeat all the parry teachers, they go away...
Wanna be human.
I've become somebody who sleeps at weird times again, I'm gradually becoming not human...
Don't depend on Pokemon.
Arceus: "Send in a Pokemon, and do battle!"
Me: "Don't wanna. (rapid-firing balms)"
Elden Ring is a game you can recommend to beginners that you can see the ending of in 1 hour. (?)
[Retweets news about first sub-1-hour Elden Ring speedrun: "far from perfect, but not bad for 12 days since the game came out"] ???
Are those swords of light Maritozzo uses Carian Retaliation? I doubt I could parry them without being able to see into the future...
Part of me plays Monster Hunter because of how good Iai Spirit Slashes feel, so it's natural that I become a parrier in Elden Ring too.
Maritozzo, become immortal and be my parry teacher forever...
Parries in this game are 5 billion times harder than they look.
I wanna fight Margit, but if I fight Margit I'll die and vanish... Sad...
Song's done... Satisfied with yet another song with incomprehensible progression...
There's so little that's easy in life, it's sad.
Arranging is so hard I'm gonna snap.
I'm using the phrase "bear witness" a worrying amount.
[In response to someone looking for a no-vocals version of Love Ward] Bear witness to my homepage!!
fuwafuwacinnamon.sakura.ne.jp/music2.html
(Posting covers is welcome, so everyone feel free! :micophone: :music notes:)
I owe much to my teacher Tree Sentinel.
RT @nagekichi Bear witness to From. #EldenRing
I never ended up being satisfied with the consistency of my parrying against Draconic Tree Sentinel, so I wanna fight it again...
Please don't give me any more satisfyingly difficult games...
People who do Monster Hunter time attacks are masochists, right? (biased)
It's become clear I'm a masochist in terms of getting deep into games...
Feels like I'll start Sekiro once I finish Elden Ring... (feels like I'll start Dark Souls when I finish Sekiro)
You wanna win perfectly, right?
It'd probably go against the spirit of the game, but I wanna be able to freely fight bosses once I've beaten then...
[Screenshot of completion rate for Radahn achievement] Apparently it's currently at 27.6% on the Steam version.
Wasn't the Radahn Festival fun?
Eating the candy apples we bought at a stall, walking around and dribbling water balloons...
Not being used to geta sandals and getting tired, then sitting on the stone stairs to the shrine to rest...
Wasn't it fun, the Radahn Festival?
RT @taiyo_sun_sun Radahn Festival #EldenRing
I'm tired of going to the hospital, but if I don't go to the hosptial I might not be able to go out whatsoever, so maybe it's a good thing to have events that force you to go out.
Capcom's releasing a game where you hunt dinosaurs...?
I get the impression that dodge rolling has a delay from your button input, but Bloodhound Step lets you dodge right before getting hit as long as you hit the input.
Anyone who can't beat Radahn at close range, you should put on Bloodhound Step.
Can only win with Bloodhound Step.
Oh fever
[Supposed to be a word for freshly-cooked food still being hot]
Whatever happens in life, unless you can rewind time, all you can do is just work toward resolving problems, so no need to think about it. Always empty your mind.
I've gotten way too used to various misfortunes in my life that I'm pretty calm about it.
I had a dream where a bunch of spots on my head were balding, and I was like "I go to the hospital so much, but now I have to go to Aderans too...? Ugh, fine...", but then I woke up and touched my hair and it was nice and full... Thank goodness...
The thing I use to parry the fire and make magic swords is a godly Ash of War called Carian Retaliation.
I do niche streams where I spend two hours dying dozens of times just trying to perfect my movement.
PC games are intensive after all... Wonder if I can do a little more about that.
Watching back the stream, the screen was freezing a bunch, but bear witness to my absolutely-must-parry performance against Draconic Tree Sentinel!! #TesrosetTransmission
Summary of tonight's stream:
Radahn, who I wanted to beat even if it took stubbornness: 1 hour
Draconic Tree Sentinel, who I wanted to beat one-on-one using parries at all costs: 2 hours
Thank you very much.
I just beat the deer while no one was watching... Sad.
It stopped from some kind of stream error, and it seems like it'll be tough to restart it, so I'll end there for today, sorry... :crying: :sweatdrops:
Currently fighting Draconic Tree Sentinel. :dragon:
[Retweeting Elden Ring stream announcement] I can start...!!!! I'll start!!!!!
I wanted to draw something for Miku Day, but the time just vanished between napping and taxes and yakiniku... Urgh...
The ra-jan song → Miracle Paint
RT @self_itigo My daughter's slowly starting to get interested in OSTER project songs.
"I like Napo-Napo-Napo-Napo" → Napo-Naporitan Match
"I like the "ii jan" song" → Centipede Daydream
"I like the "i-i-i-i-ii jan" song" → Suki! Yuki! Maji-Magic (OSTER project All-Out Arrangement!)
Napo-Napo aside, the latter two are impossible to tell apart!!
Sorry, the stream might start late due to some trouble with them not being able to grill the meat at the yakiniku place... Sorry... I want to eat delicious meat even if it means starting late... Sorry...
I've come to gather strength before the festival.
Tonight's the festival!!
While calculating medical expenses, I've once again confirmed that unblessed me's the world over are saved by your support... Grateful...
I've got lots to do, so why was I sleeping?
#MemorableMikuSongs
I'm smiling at all the people naming my songs in this tag, but my own encounter was the demo song on the Crypton homepage about one week after Miku-san was born. May you continue to follow me.
Tesroset tonight. :wink:
With the NPC events, too, I'm like "you'd never figure this out just playing normally" all the time...
There's endless hidden routes even in dungeons I've already been in, what???
I wanted to finish Elden Ring before Kirby arrives, but I'm starting to wonder if this game has an "end."
I'm also working as a Tarnished.
What am I...
FeelzenVr: "There this Vocaloid producer I used to love but who suddenly deleted all their songs and disappeared, and I recently decided to follow the trail and realized they were actually a composer I recently started listening to, and I literally screamed."
RT @kana_fla On the other hand, OSTER-san has continued to make wonderful songs since 2007 when I first listened to Miracle Paint. Also she became a Vtuber and plays games and draws and does Monster Hunter time attacks and manzai and mahjong.
:clock: Tonight at 8:00:
I'm playing Elden Ring. I worked hard on the thumbnail. Thanks in advance. #TesrosetTransmission
[Elden Ring] Daisuke, Look! That's the Radahn Festival! #2 [Musical Vtuber Tesro & Roset]
["A Woman Tackling the World's Most Dangerous Festival" "This ain't good!!"]
Who else gets so tired riding a bike for the first time in ages that they sleep for 4 hours???
Kiyo-san playing BotW for hours and not progressing at all is incredible, and incredibly BotW.
The thing I paid the most for last year: The hospital.
I started my tax return, but the pile of receipts for the last year of medical expenses is gonna make my heart break.
Parrying's super fun, so I wanna fight a boss parrying works on.
Golden Parry... So there's that, too...
The Gusto Demi-God Hamburger
My rhythm game recommendation is Monster Hunter. It's got lots of high-BPM songs like Apex Zinogre and Valstrax.
I'm going to say something unbelievable, but I won't be drinking for a month.
Every day hospital! Hospital! Hospital!!
[Retweets 33%-off sale on Rise "in preparation for Sunbreak"] I'm playing Elden Ring in preparation for Sunbreak. (??????)
I've been going only to the hospital and supermarket for so long, my stamina has declined so much that just getting in a car feels like I'm gonna die... I'm not even human anymore.
He does straight up have lots of hands, so he'd probably be pretty good.
[Screenshot of trends "Rhythm Gamers" and "Godrick"] Rhythm gamer Godrick: "Bear witness to my full combo!!"
[Screenshot of Google search for "how to get to volcano manor" that returns a page on Elden Ring, but also suggests map directions for an actual place called Volcano Manor] So it was in Nagano...?
Mirin is godly. First off, the name is cute. It has a name like Miku-san and Rin-chan stuck together so much they sank into each other.
I looked it up, and mirin seasoning has less than 1% alcohol?
I'm in it for the good stuff, so I choose real mirin!
At the supermarket, I was like "why's mirin seasoning have an 8% tax on it but actual mirin has 10%?!", but I wonder if that's due to the amount of alcohol...?
What's my problem, sticking to being a longsword user even in the Lands Between?
Maybe I'm a longsword user who fights in the alchemy style.
If I were reborn in an RPG world, I'd be an [Alchemist]! #NewRPGJobQuiz #PersonalityQuiz
Not a longsword user...
Don't run away from Monster Hunter.
Once again today, I set out to fulfill both work and being Tarnished... and failed to do both... I couldn't be Tarnished...
Wanna be Tarnished soon.
Feel like writing songs for all the cute-voiced people on Earth...
In short, I'm a high school boy. My regards.
Indeed, as I age, I've come to gain some resignation toward life in a good way. Yes, in a good way.
If you told me to make lyrics out of a high school girl's feelings, I'd feel really unconfident because I can only write lyrics for the kinds of high school girl I can think of... I'd be super confident if you asked me to make lyrics out of a high school boy's feelings, though. Poopie.
Continuing to write lyrics I'm satisfied with as my values change over the course of living is perhaps more difficult than I thought??????
What's with this super-cute song... I'm a genius...
These suggestions are too funny.
[Screenshot of search suggestions for "radahn festival": "radahn festival miyagawa" "radahn festival daisuke"]
[This is in reference to a meme format with comedian Daisuke Miyagawa that, in this case, goes like this:
"Daisuke! Look at that!"
Miyagawa: "Whaaaaaaaaaa?!?!?!?!"
"It's Radahn!!!!!!!"
Miyagawa: "This's one heck of a Shattering!!!!!"
Melina: "That's right, Daisuke!!!! The most energetic festival in the world is the Radahn Festival!!!!!!"]
Gotta work hard on Real-Life Ring today...
(Elden Ring) That's a sign of growth... :dizzy star:
Playing some serious Elden Ring was fun! Won't you become a lord too?
Having a struggle to the death with Caelid's Night's Cavalry...
It's begun!!!!
Why had I not played these games that're so suited for me until now?
Elden Ring's so fun, I feel like I might start Sekiro once I'm finished with it.
I've decided to think of the Elden Ring boss delay as all of them being Tetranadon.
:clock: Tonight at 8:00:
Bear witness!!!!!
[Elden Ring] My First ***lslike [Musical Vtuber Tesro & Roset]
Elden Ring is a fun game for the whole family.
I feel like I might become a sword-user even in Kirby... Was I a warrior in a past life???
Someone who hardly knows Kirby characters but knows Chef Kawasaki must be a resident of the internet.
I'm of the opinion brass and strings are generally best performed live, but when it comes to Kirby music, using digital instruments feels meaningful... That sound defines Kirby.
The Kirby demo... is fun...
Buckler parry... So there's that, too? :thinking face:
I intended to become a tough close-combat fencer, but wanted to try magic and started dumping into intelligence, so my physical stats are lacking... Let's become a mage fencer... The dream...
This guy won't let you call Ashes on the field, and doesn't give you the time to fully heal if you take a single hit, and demands pretty much a one-on-one perfect game, it was rough, it was fun. (masochist)
I've only gotten a parry once, so I figured two-handing would be better, but I wanna be able to get parries more reliably.
I'm starting to adapt to this game's delay.
He was strong... :sniffle:
Elden Ring's dungeons have so many enemies it's impossible to fully explore them, yet there's all these route branches and hidden things, so I tend to stay in dungeons for eternity.
I wanna play Curdly of the Begotten Land.
I took a nap and dreamed about streaming, so I'll stream tomorrow...
[Screenshot of "Fuwacina obtained a Nugget!"; the Japanese word for Nuggets is also slang for "balls"] Playing Arceus and suddenly got sexually harrassed by an old guy. (?)
I need me. Don't need any more reason to live than that, do ya?
I feel like it's convincing yourself that you need to be needed to live that ruins people.
Rather than an impossible-to-prove line like "everyone's needed by someone," don't you find a truer line like "even if no one needed you, you still have the right to live" more captivating?
If you tried to beat Elden Ring as fast as possible, it'd be a ridiculously difficult game, but it's actually a nice game where if you gradually raise your stats and call NPCs and summon phantoms, even a beginner can defeat bosses. (at the moment)
What world would I have to go to to be "reserved"?
>Though sometimes seen as having a reserved personality,
Never.
You're a "bunny type" (INFP)!
:point: Strong unique worldview
:point: Mind works fast
:point: Slightly conservative
#PersonalityTest #16TEST #CompatibilityTest #RelationshipTest
This song is the theme for a cyber historical drama planned to air in 3045, Oda Android vs. Mecha-Ieyasu. That's a lie.
[Announcement] I wrote the song "Beacon-Fire Blade" for the current beatmania IIDX 29 CastHour! :flame: :flame: :flame: I took the challenge of creating the bizarre "cyber historical drama" genre, so please give it a play.
Can I become Elden Lord before Kirby arrives?
I finished the Raya Lucaria chapter, so I'm starting the Caelid chapter, but the enemies and landscape are super scary.
[Retweeting "music change" video] Longsword user from Elde Village.
This was playing in my head, you see.
Is this like an Odogaron equipped with magic?
The effect of the music changing when you get below a certain amount of health is so intense... (memory falsifying)
It's my first From game, but the exploration and combat are both so fun I can't escape.
Won't you become a lord too?
RT @number29 Elden Ring didn't seem too interesting from the impressions of diehard FromSoft people, but seeing videos of OSTER-san defeating Tree Sentinel and Maritozzo got me interested.
I want to progress in Elden Ring, but I'm way too scared to do either bosses or dungeons.
Who else killed Sorceress Sellen...
Elden Ring Merchants
["Elden Ring] Merchants (Sho..."]
In a normal game, you wouldn't have Tree Sentinel at the start...
I like both humane games and inhumane games.
Playing Arceus after Elden Ring makes me emotional, like "what a humane game..."
Elden Ring's dungeons get me trembling so much I feel like it's a horror game.
After putting together a counter-strategy, I beat the old grafted guy in three tries... Jellyfish is too strong...
I want there to be grace every 10 meters.
Since starting Elden Ring, the line in the song Ultra Soul "If you want grace, discover what sadness is and go cry on your own" shoots right through me.
I searched for "Maritozzo the Fell Omen" and there were just two people who said it before me. So close... (?)
I was thinking "dungeons sure are tough," but I realized they're tough because I try to defeat everything, so I'll aim to move through avoiding combat now.
Today I beat Maritozzo and a huge dragon, so I'm closer to being a lord.
I didn't even know that message was written by a player at first...
Is there anyone whose first death in Elden Ring wasn't to Tree Sentinel or a solider, but to believing a message that said "Try jumping off" and jumping off a cliff?
This is my first time with a Soulslike [technically "you-die game," but they're sort of synonymous], but it's so up my alley I'm wondering why I never played one until now.
Nuggsnfries (area boss)
[Screenshot of "Area Boss" header with an ad for McDonalds nuggests and fries under it] This Elden Ring strategy site... What is this, McDonald the Fell Omen?
I'm an old-timer, so I called my smartphone a mobile phone again...
My mobile phone calendar says February ends today, is that a bug? Anyone else having the same issue?
I was startled when a sudden sexy event occurred. (I was hugged)
Raising my stats let me win in a blink with even sloppier movement than yesterday, so I'm arbitrarily unsatisfied. (??)
If I could just use an Iai Spirit Slash on Tree Sentinel, it'd be a shutout...
For someone who couldn't even defeat roaming soldiers yesterday, I've done well...
Though it'd leave some dissatisfaction to clear it with some movements I'm still unable to respond to...
Maybe I'll just raise my stats like normal... :smile with halo: Don't go doing challenge runs your first time...
Why...
I wanna beat Tree Sentinel with starting stats, but I also wanna go on a walk, so I'm holding my head.
Say, Elden Ring lets you dash with your weapon drawn, doesn't it.......... (wasn't using it)
Even if I get past the first half damageless, I panic when it gains new moves... My mind is so weak...
Is Tree Sentinel's hardest attack the tackle????
I want to beat at least the first boss with maneuvering alone, so I don't wanna raise my stats...
Are there games where you can't beat the first boss even after trying for 3 hours???
The second phase is strong...
Looking it up, it seems fatal blows don't work on this person to begin with???
Skillfully dodging the right direction to not get too far from the enemy makes me be like "This is exactly like how longsword used to be..." and fires me up.
I wonder why it is that when it looks like I can do a fatal blow, even if I get close and mash tbe button, I can't do a fatal blow...
I've gotten up to the Tree Sentinel's pattern changing, but it's hospital time...
Dodging out of the way seems safer than trying to use invincibility frames.
The dodge timing in this game is so hard.
Everyone's fighting Tree Sentinel, but I'm fighting lag... I'm the only one fighting lag...
The moment I dropped the graphics quality of Elden Ring, I got a lot better...
Isn't it such a mystery when that OSTER person makes songs? Seriously, when does she
Today's plans:
- Elden Ring
- Hospital visit
- Elden Ring
- Make dinner
- Elden Ring
- Bath
- Elden Ring
New release.
[Supposed to basically be "a fool who only knows one thing."]
The half-diminished in Lemon's "Until the rain stops falling, I can't return" has such an extreme "until the rain stops falling, I can't return" energy.
It reminds me of fun times using longsword with a dodge ability...
I have to go to bed, but I already wanna play Elden Ring...
I played Elden Ring during the day and mahjong at night, so I think I'll play Arceus now... (pro gamer)
Some say I make more jokes in a stream than I take breaths... Joke compilations...
The stream was fun! Mahjong! Solitaire! President! It truly had everything.
It's sudden, but I'm going to play mahjong. #TesrosetTransmission
[Clubhouse Games] Record of the Mahjong Beginner Tesro 1 [Musical Vtuber Tesro & Roset]
Elden Ring has you facing the same boss and dying over and over, but that's the same as what I've been doing in Monster Hunter time attacks.
oh...
["ELDEN RING (Not Responding)"]
If I treat it like a Monster Hunter dodge, I don't make it in time.
Elden Ring has so many moments of "I totally dodged that, didn't I?" that it hurts...
I keep wanting to press R1 to run, and wanting to press X to dodge, and wanting to press triangle to attack, so it's difficult. :angry face:
After playing for two hours, I'm finally grasping how to fight.
I can't even beat the soldiers around, much less a boss????
Was I this much of a gamer all along...? I've fully remembered the part of myself that liked games...
It seems tough starting new games until you understand the systems.
I'll think of it as Monster Hunter without iai slashes and press on.
my new gear...
Am I right to think of Elden Ring as Monster Hunter with nothing but Heroics???
I can hunt 1.5x better on PC than on Switch.
[Retweets her catalog of song styles] Appealing to my ability to make a variety of songs.
I know there's very much a problem with me for all my social interaction to be eradicated just from not being able to meet people and drink with 'em, but still.
Just try and guess who I am.
[Retweeting announcement of the NicoNico "Anonymous Vocaloid Song Festival," where people post songs anonymously to be judged on song quality alone, not identifying themselves until it's over] I super wanna try this.
Let's not take unconfirmed information at face value while it's still unconfirmed.
Sometimes I'm like "the sorts of games where you find a strategy for how to act through trial and error might be super suited for me...", but on the other hand, they make me feel "can I even do this?" difficulty-wise, so it's hard for me to take the plunge.
What kinda game is Elden Ring, I wonder?
Gonna get in my futon while thinking of song titles...
I can't take my eyes off the news, but I feel like I'll take mental damage if I don't take my eyes off it.
Whale-kun is gone...
["This page currently cannot be displayed. Not only did you drop your ice cream, Twitter dropped the ball. What a terrible day. Sorry, that's a joke. We'll work to fix it as soon as possible."]
I have to write cute lyrics, so I wanna be cute.
Gonna shut up and finish a song.
There are
only 4 days left in February.
Sushi over 100 yen is incredibly delicious.
I had a need to cheer up.
I don't like war...
Why not?
[Likely meant to be a romanization of a word for "dicks"]
My Meiko-san doesn't boast about her crimes on social media or anything, so drop it already.
She might boast about her drinking.
When I search Inappropriate Lady, stop showing me stuff like social media drama with actual inappropriate ladies.
Intemperate Malady (weak-bodied woman)
[Linking Inappropriate Lady] I still agree so hard with the comment "a weak woman acting strong"...
A woman you thought was weak showing her strength is shonen manga, and a strong woman revealing the weakness deep within her is seinen manga. (?)
Idiosyncrasy: Strong-willed weak woman
Proposing that the hardest N64 game is Turok: Dinosaur Hunter.
Given that you can't extract a person's mind and directly show it to someone else, you'll never be able to have a total understanding with anyone, so people are fundamentally alone and can only convince themselves they have an understanding. But not like I'd know.
When I woke up, I was like "Was I delighted to be having an understanding with a fictional friend my brain just made up...?" and was immediately saddened.
In my dream, I was talking about how I like oppressive media because it gives you a glimpse at a side of the characters you'd probably never know if they weren't in an oppressive situation, and I also like to see how the new values that come from the oppressive situation take hold irreparably, and my friend was totally agreeing with me, but...
I'm not playing Tetris here...
[Tweets failed Wordle results with the last three guesses all just having the wrong fourth letter] Hey.
Well, but I'm great at making music, so whatever!!!!!
I was thinking it'd be nice to go back in time and have my back not hurt, but then I remembered I was in the hospital for asthma all the time when I was little, and I grew saddened at my life...
At any rate, despite a stupid amount of events happening that could easily make one exhausted with life, let's applaud me for living to this day regardless.
Watching games I used to play makes me curse not being able to go back to those simpler times, and makes the wounded present that's suffered many ordeals feel miserable. (old person)
In an old N64 commercial, they introduced Yoshi's Story like "This kindness, this warmth, is only possible with the N64," but can you say that after playing Page 6??????
I've put together a song that's too good, so I wanna do my best...
The act of composition is hard.
Playing 3, I was constantly like "Godot..........", but 1 is godly too...
Ace Attorney is a game that comes at people full force to make them cry...
I've gotten myself stuck doing nothing but watching playthroughs of old games I played.
Making music is hard, so maybe I should commission a pro...
Started The Great Ace Attorney. Hai!
The same utterance can sound completely different coming from different people.
"By changing your body, you can improve your mood" sounds completely different coming from an instructor and coming from Yoshikage Kira.
Had a dream where I went on a trip as a Monster Hunter time attacker for a competition, but for some reason I was riding around on some kind of humongous tractor-like thing the size of a 4-story building and thinking to myself "I'd totally die if I fell off..."