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June 21st, 2022

Always want to be peppermint-oiling up my balls drawer.

Always want to be oiling up my word drawer.

Satisfied to have put some harsh lyrics to a harsh song.

As a breather from composition, maybe I'll make a different song...

Throw out the fantasy of "normal."

The price for being able to do non-normal things being that you can't do normal things is tiring in its own way.

When I was like "Why can't I do normal things?", someone responded "'Cause you can do non-normal things?", and I was actually kinda satisfied with that.

Absolutely this.

RT @q07a_ Wish I had been raised as a human who could do normal things normally.

Monster Hunter is said to be good for your health.

RT @yuruaoo Feels like I'm preserving my mental health lately thanks to Monster Hunter. LOL Even through the rainy season... :crying laughing: :sparkle:

Of course there's lots of games I like that let you experience a story, but the ones I play the longest are games where you can feel your own growth...

Also, doing dumbass commentary lately has me thinking I might be kinda amusing, so I want to keep working at different things and digging up amusin' selves. Please like and subscribe.

If you conclude that you're worthless, whatever anyone else says won't have any effect, so ending up in that state is the most yikes thing, which is why feeling that you can grow through effort is super important and ties into your self-worth. It might be when I'm playing games that I'm able to feel that most.

But of course, me being willing to put in that kind of effort depends on being interested in and enjoying it. That's right. Thank you, Monster Hunter.

Like for instance, something could happen in the future that makes me unable to hear so I'm unable to make music anymore, and thinking about what I'd do in an event like that makes me scared, so I want to have various skills to affirm myself. It's that kind of thing.

This is probably an irrational thought, but it occurred to me that when I'm only well-regarded for one thing, I'm fearful that if I lose that thing I'll become worthless, so maybe I want to challenge a variety of things and have people learn about more sides of myself.

I'll make a song to earn the right to run Malzeno.

I have no time...

Had a super scary dream where I mistakenly played an unreleased song on stream.

When Rise came out, I wasn't playing Monster Hunter as zealously as I do now, and I didn't experience stuff like how much ratings of each weapon changed from the demo to the full version in real time, so I'm kind of trembling with fear now... Well, though I doubt longsword will get any weaker than this...

I was glad to hear someone say "You're so good! Please teach me how to use longsword!"
It was a dream, though.

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